I still remember three years ago, when I fell into the darkness that summer, all my friends and family told me: “Time will bring away all your sadness, and you will get over it someday.” I didn’t believe it, I was so young and hopeless. However, half year later, that “someday” arrived.
I always know that time will heal a lot of things. I know that today you are madly in love with somebody, and someday you will marry another person. I know that even only time can tell if you’ve made a good decision or not. But all these things sound kind of cruel to me since life is too short. Thus, I always go with my feelings, trying to make everything straight right away…as a result, I fall again, and again. Then I blame myself badly that “why couldn’t you be more patient?!”, and start to hate being myself.
Time is too strong to fight against…How I wish I could remember all those names, moments, people, emotions…How I wish I could keep something or someone forever…Time is forcing me to accept the fact that life is actually moving on every second.
Finally, it’s all gone. My memories fall into pieces.
For all those questions that cannot be answered yet, I leave them to time.
P.S:
1.I worked late and went home in the rain, so the pool was almost empty when I arrived. I enjoyed a whole lane for about 500 meters! Felt like I was really swimming in the ocean.
2. I had a rooftop BBQ with some friends on tuesday night. We had some Canadian beer and watched sunset through the Manhattan skyline…everything in our view was not only about New York City, but also dreams, goals, and a better life…
What's Your Road? 